剛從香港回來,不少朋友都告訴我們從報章中看見我們,一些人更說我們因而人氣大增。但在重整這件事的過程中,我們都認同惟有主耶穌基督是值得被高舉。
在事發的當晚 (六月廿八日),當我得知丈夫(譚智傑)在入境前被海關因主動申報攜帶冷凍牛柳而被扣留時,我頓時失控了,腦海中浮現很多疑惑。在機場內那漫長的幾個小時中,除了不斷致電不同的人仕,我心裏不斷求問主耶穌。當時,幾句聖經金句不斷在我腦內盤旋,分別是:
- 「我們曉得萬事都互相效力,叫愛 神的人得益處, 就是按他旨意被召的人 。」(羅馬書8:28)
- 「我的幫助從造天地的耶和華而來。」(詩篇121: 2)
- 「耶和華的律法全備,能甦醒人心。耶和華的法度確定,能使愚人有智慧 。」(詩篇19:7)
終於等待至丈夫從禁區內出來,我的心情稍為放鬆下來,但沒有想到一宗小事後來卻會演變成這樣。在港逗留的期間,為了這件事情,我們到處奔波,亦影響了本來訂了的行程。雖然如此,感謝主讓我感受到很多的愛,以及讓我體會到丈夫對我的重要。
在上法庭後的那個星期六 (七月六日),我們才知道丈夫因此事而留有案底,心情一度回落。直至翌日,懷著未能釋懷的心情,我向主禱告,求祂讓我可以從心敬拜祂。感謝主聆聽禱告,當日的主日崇拜讓我聽見主的回應。在唱詩時,一首詩歌《真愛》的歌詞令我很感動,亦讓我親切地感受到主的愛。詩歌提及,主耶穌昔日主動來到這個沉淪的世界中,祂選擇為世人 (包括我們)釘在十架上,為我們的罪而死。即使面對自以為義、背棄祂的人,祂選擇原諒。立時,我的心被融化了,比起主耶穌所受的痛苦,我們所受的算是甚麼呢?我們都只不過是領受主耶穌恩典的罪人。
在講道中,傳道人透過主禱文提醒我們祈禱的態度:祈求主的心意。對!祢才是這個世界的創造者,我們都屬於祢的!一切的事情都在祢掌管之下。
誰是誰非,惟有主耶穌才能定奪。感謝主讓我們在整個過程中都看見祢的同在及真實。無論結局如何,我們都願意學習順服祢。
在這件事件中,很想藉此網頁感謝不同的人:
- 為我們禱告及幫助我們的朋友。感激你們對我們的愛!亦多謝在網絡上反對我們的朋友。謝謝你們花時間閱讀及留言,當中我學習了包容及體諒。
- 范國輝先生替我們聯絡傳媒;涂謹申議員親自的來電。
- 傳媒朋友。謝謝你們報導此事。
- 我們的家人。謝謝智傑姐夫的法津意見; 謝謝父母在此事上的付出。爸爸,很想告訴您一個事實:能當您的女兒,我感到很幸福,很自豪!雖然我們並不是富貴人家,但我們卻很富足!
- 我的丈夫。你在處理這件事上讓我更欣賞你。雖然期間我因此事而偶爾變得情緒化,但你都一一包容。謝謝你的愛。
- 最重要的主耶穌基督!主耶穌,惟有祢的法度是完備的!縱然地上的津法未必能成為人的保障,但是我深信祢是掌權的!希望這件事能成為其中一個渠道,讓人看見祢自己!願祢的名被高舉!
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Many friends of ours told us that they saw us in the news after we came back from Hong Kong. Some people even said that we became famous because of this. However, when we reflected on the whole ordeal, we both agreed that only the Lord Jesus should be glorified.
Recalling back to that evening (28th June), I was totally lost when I was told that Andy (my husband) got detained by HK customs for actively declaring 1 kg of frozen scotch fillet steak. I was so confused. During those few hours of being stuck in the airport, besides calling many people, I also kept praying to the Lord Jesus. At that time, a few verses from the Bible revolved vividly in my mind. They were:
- And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8: 28)
- My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. (Psalm 121: 2)
- The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul. The statutes of the LORD are trustworthy, making wise the simple. (Psalm 19:7)
Finally, when Andy came out from the resticted area of the airport, I felt a little bit relieved. Nevertheless, I had never thought it would have developed into what it became. We went to many different places because of this ordeal and it affected our set schedule. However, we praise the Lord for letting us experience a lot of love, as well as realizing how important Andy means to me.
Few days after going to court (6th July). we were told that Andy got a record of conviction from this ordeal. My heart was broken once again. Till the next day, I was still upset about this, so I prayed to the Lord Jesus that I could worship Him sincerely. Thanks to the Lord Jesus for listening to my prayers and He responded to my prayers! Throughout the Sunday service at church, I was really touched by His love. From a hymn titled 'True love', it tells us that the Lord Jesus chose to come to this fallen world and to die on the cross for our sins. Even to those who betrayed Him and were self-righteous, He chose to forgive them. I was really touched at that moment. Compared to Jesus' sufferings, ours were nothing. We are sinners who have tasted His salvation.
During the sermon, the speaker reminded us of the attitude we should have when we pray the Lord's prayer: We should seek the Lord's will. Yes! You are the creator of the whole world, and we belong to You! Everything is under Your control.
Who's wrong and who's right? Only the Lord Jesus can judge. We praise You Lord for revealing yourself thoughtout the whole issue. Whatever the outcome is, we are willing to learn to be submissive to You.
Finally, we would like to take a chance to thank:
- those who prayed for us and helped us. Thanks for your love towards us! We also thank those who are against us on the internet. Thanks for spending time, we have learnt to be more patient and considerate.
- Mr Fan Kwok Fai for contacting the media; MP James To for calling us.
- The press. Thanks for reporting this ordeal.
- Our family. We thank Andy's bro-in-law Dennsi for his legal advice. Thanks to Dad and Mum for what they have done for us. Dad, I just wanna let you know that I'm so proud to be your daughter! Although we are not from a wealthy family, we are blessed.
- My husband. I admire you more through how you handle the case. Although I was a bit emotional, you were so patient. Thanks for your love.
- Most importantly, our Lord Jesus Christ! Lord Jesus, only Your law is perfect! Although the law of the world may not be everyone's security, I believe that You are sovereign! May this ordeal become a channel for people to know You. May Your name to be exalted!
P.S This is an acticle for expressing my feelings. I cannot guarantee that I could reply every comment. But I welcome any constructive comments.
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